Monday, 31 March 2014

Part way through Lent: revisiting setting out on Ash Wednesday

From a sermon preached at Saint Alban’s Epping NSW

In the season of Lent we prepare for our celebration of Easter. Lent and Easter offer a yearly rediscovery by us of what we have become, and of what we can become through our own baptismal death and resurrection. Easter is our return every year to our baptism, in which we entered into the beginning of our experience of salvation, in God’s gifting to us of the grace of freedom. Through Christ’s death and resurrection, we begin the journey into fully realizing our destiny as people who are created in the image and likeness of God.

This season of Lent gives us the opportunity of focusing more deliberately on our life and faith journey. This is a time to strip away what hinders and distracts us as we seek to come face to face with God and with ourselves. This is part of our continuing formation as human beings - as beings created in the image and likeness of God, and called to fully live in that image.

Being formed is a complex process. Along the road of life we are frequently de-formed. We seek to be re-formed in the light of the Gospel. When we are in a more or less whole state, we are able to per-form well. Sometimes we may, against our better judgement, con-form, when we know we are short-changing ourselves by doing so. The process of growth in our lives means that we constantly seek to in-form ourselves, in order to make better decisions and choices that are in harmony with the Gospel.

By making our Lenten journey within the framework of this season, we accept the challenge of living into the depths of our being. We don't wallow in what besets us, nor do we accept as unchangeable, that which limits us in our relationship with God and others. Lent gives us the safety of a structure in which to examine our lives in relation to our life in God. Lent is a time for looking at the raw material of our lives, and allowing the grace of God to re-shape and re-form us, that we may rejoice at Easter, in the new life that is given to us.

As we look freshly at our lives this Lent, it may be useful to reflect on some familiar words that accompany us on our faith journey. I have been thinking about the much-loved prayer from Anglican liturgy, Almighty God, to whom all hearts are open, all desires known… This is a prayer that expresses our most profound sense of longing for our desire to be the same as God’s desire. As we journey further into the world of prayer, we find that our longing for this union is matched by our realization that there is what we might call an interval between the presence of God on the one hand, and the absence of God on the other. God is present, yet God is also distant. The ancients called this state compunction, from the latin, to puncture with. They saw it as a spiritual pain, created by the twofold awareness of the beauty of God and our awareness of entering more fully the mystery of that beauty, on the one hand; and on the other hand, a spiritual grief, brought about from an awareness that we constantly sabotage the union with God which we most desire.

The season of Lent is a time to nurture the relationship with God which we desire. Traditionally in Lent we seek to exercise some control over the appetites which often control us, so that by means of this training, we are able to enter into a readiness to do some work on this relationship with God.

There is a hymn from the monastic tradition which beautifully captures the link between silence as a control over our speech, to be used as a tool by which we may an inner journey, to purify our desires. Recalling the background of the desert – which for us is the inner desert we find in our heart, rather than a physical desert –the hymn says:

There silence shall set free the will
The heart to one desire restore
There each restraint shall purify
And strengthen those who seek the Lord.
(Text: St Mary’s Abbey, West Malling, in Hymns for Prayer & Praise, Canterbury Press Norwich)

The Church provides us with a way to become better disciples; through the disciplines of prayer, fasting and giving. This is more than saying extra prayers, giving up food and being more generous.

Prayer - whether of words, silence, images or darkness - is the language of our desire for union with the mystery of God. Does our awareness of the presence of God produce in us a corresponding regret that our attitudes and actions often create an absence of God, while our true desire remains unfulfilled?

Fasting is about control. Are we in control of our appetites, or are they in control of us. Food is the first stage in our awareness of the passions in our lives. Do we satisfy the immediate desire, or can we give the desire space and time, to train ourselves that the body is not the sum total of human existence. Fasting is also about preparing for feasting. There is no feasting – physically no ability to feast – if fasting is not also present.

The traditional practice of giving during Lent is not just to make us feel generous. It is a reminder that there is enough for all, and that our distribution from our plenty, is required of us as an act of justice toward our brothers and sisters.


May this Lent lead us along the path of Christ into the mystery of God, which we will celebrate in all its fullness of the great Easter feast. Above all, have a joyful Lent. Lent is not about being gloomy or morbid. How can it be, when after all, its purpose is to take us on a journey which leads our desires to be one with God’s desires.

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